The Way Forward Is Forward

The thing is, I’ve been hiding like a scared little chicken shit from some things. And the reason for that is.. Well. Because I have become a scared little chicken shit. I have become absolutely positively frightened beyond my ability to move forward with some things. I understand radical acceptance. Radical acceptance is the thing […]

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6 Months With a G/J

I don’t like it. I mean, I still feel a little betrayed by the surgery I had six months ago, to be completely honest. But now that enough time to pass judgement on the entire thing has come and gone- I absolutely do not like my G/J tube. Having a feeding tube is one thing, […]

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Day Zero Project II #30 Complete

…But it almost killed me. Spleesh! Okay, that may be a slight exaggeration. I guess I didn’t die, but it wasn’t pleasant. Goal #30 on my Day Zero Project II list was to take all my protein supplements for one day. I’d never managed it in the six years since having a feeding tube, and […]

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Take A Chill Pill

I’ve never had great rapport with any dentist. Sometimes my dental luck will last for a little while, and I will stick with a dentist for a year or so, but I have medical complications. The big issue is, the dentists never believe me that I do, and instead of calling my doctor or any […]

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