We had an amazing anniversary. Master has half days all week, so to start things off he got home early. When he got home, I asked him if he had seen the blog post I made. (It posted at midnight!) He said no, and he turned on his computer and looked. While he was doing that, I was working on the dishes. I looked up from the dishes as I heard him "Awwww" ing.
He was crying.
He told me that the post was beautiful, and he was so happy. I told him I was so happy too. I ran over to him, and started taking pictures of his tears. Hee hee. =) He laughed. We kissed and snuggled. His back is really improving. We ate lunch, and then Master had me set up the massage table. He wanted me to set it to the highest settingso that he would not have to bend his back much if at all. After that, he had me strip and get on the table. Master and me have been unable to have sex since he hurt his back, two weeks ago. Most days we weren't even able to do minor things or play at all. We couldn't snuggle, and kisses were rare too, because it seemed like getting too close to him I'd be clumsy or something and hurt his back by accident.
He had me get on the table, and boy did I miss his touch. He used the cane on me, put in my new metal gag, and even spanked and caned my tits. It was amazing. The massage table is not built to take much motion (but it is very sturdy in general, and can handle a lot of weight), so I was able to climb up on it while Master teased and tortured me, but it's not strong enough for him to climb up there with me and have sex. No matter!
Master had me jump off the table when I was getting really close to orgasm, and bent me over the table (my waist was too low, so it was mostly my upper body and arms) and proceeded to fuck me. We were worried about the strain on the table initially, but this seemed to work out just fine. The table did not so much as wobble. Nice.
I will say that climbing up on the table while Master was just playing with me (before the fucking) was a bit scary. I'm afraid of heights, and as it turned out kneeling up there was scary to me! It felt like I was a hundred feet off the ground, as opposed to just three. The fear didn't affect my cunt though (or, maybe it did, but in a good way!) and I came so hard around Master's cock. He just looked at me afterwards and said "Thank God we're fluid bonded!" HA! Too cute. <3 He knows just the right things to say to a girl.
After that Master played video games for an hour while we were waiting for it to be time to go to the restaurant. Unfortunately, about fourty minutes in, there was a knock at the door. Thinking it was probably just another package for me (UPS or FedEx or somthing) I answered the door. Turns out it was maintenance, and they had to come in to do fire alarm inspections. If this happened yesterday, I think I would have gotten really angry and screamed. Feeling a lot less stressed after a bit of a beating and one Hell of an orgasm, I just grinned and said "Hey, sure. Can you hold on for just one moment?"
They agreed, and I threw a pillow over the Hitachi (which was on the floor in front of Master, so I can Masturbate in front of him while he is on the couch), ran into the bathrooms and put the dildos on the counter in the bathroom drawers, and ran right back to the front. I let the maintenance people in, but while they were in each room looking at fire alarm things I noticed that both my anal dildo and strap on dildo were out, there was a blindfold hanging off the blender, and the bondage tape was out. Oh, and did I mention the massage table was not only out, but had a blanket bondage taped to it?! Yeah, the people who were doing the alarm testing laughed.
After that Master laid down for a bit and I played Dragon Age. An hour after that we went out for dinner! We have been having bad luck with Buca's, (kept getting cold leftover food!) so we decided to try Pasta Jay's. We both love Italian, and with spaghetti being my favorite food it seemed like a fun choice.
Master ordered me a margarita to start things off with, and also spaghetti with mushrooms in it. I don't actually like margaritas. The one they gave me was really strong, and I tried to drink it without making a face (I don't choose my own food when we're out, Master does) but I couldn't help it. It totally burned going down. Master felt bad that he forgot I don't like tequila, and he decided to drink it instead. He ordered me a cosmo. As it turns out, the cosmos at Pasta Jay's are made with tequila too, and I couldn't help making a face again (though I tried not to!). Master wound up drinking that too.
My appetite in general has been so-so over the last couple of weeks with all the stress, etc. Yesterday, I had a good long cry and it really seemed to help. I've been perking up and I think the sex today helped too. Regardless, I seemed to have gotten my appetite back because I ate the whole bowl of spaghetti! To put that into perspective, I'm the type of girl who normally eats about a quarter of what I'm given in restaurants and eat the rest all week long for lunches. Master told me I was a "good kitty" for eating it all.
Master got a meatball sub, and he didn't really like it. Unfortunately, it was too spicy for him, and it had artichoke hearts and garlic pieces which he doesn't really like.
Poor Master. Still, he said the meatballs were good at least. We paid our bill, and then while we waited for the waitress to come back we tried to take a few pictures of ourselves, one handed. It's harder than it looks! I got a couple of good ones though.
We went home, and got in the hot tub.
We snuggled, and held each other, and kissed, and talked to each other in there. It was lovely. After a bit, we went home and Master decided to practise fisting with me. We decided to use the silicone lube this time, and it worked well. I didn't manage to get his whole fist in (we still can't get past the knuckles) but we got further, and it was sooo fun being full of Master's fist. I know we'll get there some day.
After that we spent some time relaxing together. I really had a great day, and I feel so lucky and grateful to have met and found Master. <3
I like chocolate, really I do. It is strange though, that no one ever believes me. I don't eat chocolate several times per day, or even once per day. I tend to crave salty over sweet most of the time, but there are definitely times when I turn to chocolate. I'm one of those girls who craves it heavily during her period. I also crave it whenever I'm depressed or very stressed out. I guess I am just lucky to not feel too stressed too often.
This past weekend I definitely was feeling stressed, and I decided to do something silly. Make chocolate cocks. Oh come on, you know you want to, too! Here is my recipe:
1: First, you'll need a pecker ice mold. The one I originally got from EdenFantasys has been discontinued! Luckily though, they do carry another one. Don't limit yourself to penises though! You can usually get inexpensive and interesting ice cube molds at your local grocery store for less than $5. I have a silicone puzzle piece mold, and a penguin one too. Be creative. Have fun!
2: Now, you'll need some chocolate chips. I had a bunch of boring chocolate chips lying around, but you can use white chocolate chips too. If you go into craft stores, they usually sell colored chocolates too. You can get red, green, blue, purple, whatever color you like! Who doesn't want some purple peckers?
3: Next, measure out about one cup of chocolate chips. Put them in a microwave safe container. The one I am using is a Pyrex glass measuring cup.
3: Place the microwavable container in the microwave. Microwave the chips for no longer than thirty seconds. The chips will notbe melted all the way. They will probably look barely melted. Take them out of the microwave, and stir them thoroughly. Even if you don't see much melting going on yet, this is a necessary step to ensure the chocolate does not burn. Continue placing the chocolate chips in the microwave and remove at thirty second intervals to stir thoroughly until the chips are completely melted. This took me about two full minutes worth of microwave time.
4: When the chips are completely melted, it will look like this:
5: Now, take the chocolate and slowly pour it into the molds. This is the hardest part because the chocolate will be messy and will likely not want to do what you tell it to.
6: Depending on your mold, you may have a little bit of chocolate left over. I did. You could just eat this, but I decided to make two chocolate penguins to go with my army of peckers. (See step 1.)
7: Now, just place the trays in the freezer, and leave them there for two hours. To get the chocolate peckers out of your tray, just gently wiggle the sides of the tray until the chocolate comes loose. This is a bit tricky, because sometimes the penises will break no matter how careful you are. That's OK. You can just eat any broken pieces and no one in the wiser.
8: The final product! Enjoy!
Optional (Master's version!): You can add one peanut in each of the "ball sacs" of the penis before drizzling the chocolate over it. This way, your cock has some real "nuts". I didn't do that with mine, but if you like nuts, it could be a tasty option for you.
Have fun! <3
I don't get to make new recipes all the time, but yesterday I made one from my Veganomicon. It was basically a potato and spinach soup with a potato crouton which was baked, and then lightly fried once I "battered" it with cornmeal. I really liked it (which is good, because there are a ton of leftovers), unfortunately, though Master was eager to try it - it wasn't his thing. He had peas, and the rest of the potato croutons. He did like the croutons, at least. We came to the conclusion, that I can make this for myself if I'd like, but I won't serve it to Master again. It'll make good lunches for me, anyway.
In the same food vein, a few weeks ago Master let me pick out any one cereal that I wanted. I don't eat cereal very often, but I do like it from time to time. I picked out a box of Kix, and, being a silly kitty - this is what I did to the box once I got home.
I was going to post a picture at the time, but I didn't for some reason. I had cereal this morning, and I just couldn't resist.
Last night Master and me realized that it had been over two years since I'd filled out a BDSM checklist. For a while, we were doing them once every six months. Feelings on activities change, and so do curiosities and interests. For example, my last list had anal sex down as something I was not interested in! Amazing how things change! I did have anal plugs and toys down as things I liked, but it was just funny to me how anal sex was a "Don't want to do, but will if asked" thing. Anyway, Master was filling in a list for himself, when he realized that he had not tried tape gags. (Giving). We're all out of regular tape, but he decided to tape gag my mouth with bondage tape.
And there I was, tape-gagged and filling in my bondage checklist. I had to smile to myself (though it is hard to see beneath the gag!). I adore my life, and everything in it. From the mundane, to the kinky. Everything we do has an air of "fetish" in it. Everything we do, Master puts a bit of "kink" into the mix. It doesn't matter if I'm doing laundry with a clit clamp bell, or making dinner while chained to the stove. I just adore being owned. Being loved. Belonging. <3
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