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Giving Apple Pig A Drink From My Cup

Last week I found out my mother had been diagnosed with breast cancer.  Shortly after that, I discovered that Samantha may be sick.  That night I broke a tooth, and last week was really hard for me on many levels.  It's hard having a sick kitty, and even harder having a sick family member who is thousands of miles away and who you know you cannot help.  It's depressing.  I was really looking forward (along with Master) to having a really nice long weekend.  It started off nice enough:Friday night Master and me spent a lot of time playing and having sex, so that was wonderful.  The next morning, we woke up expecting a nice hot day, and I went out onto the porch with Master, Apple Pig, and my coloring book and colored pencils.  We started relaxing and doing our thing, when I suddenly felt really ill, and had to go lay down.  Master made me a "sick kitty bed" and I stayed there most of the weekend.  Fun weekend?  It was not.  I'm much better now though, and not sick at all.

Sick Kitty In The Tubbie

The weekend passed, and Tuesday Master called in to work so that he could take me to get my tooth looked at.  I was figuring that it was probably going to be a consult and I'd have to make an appointment to get the actual work done.  He looked at my tooth, and told me that the tofu pup I ate (for real?!  A piece of TOFU caused this much damage?!) really hurt my tooth and that I'd need a crown.  Not only that, but there was a chance I'd need a root canal too.  The cap was hopefully to avoid a root canal, and the root canal was a "two in ten chance."  We both decided it was best to op for the crown and see if that prevented a much more costly (and painful!) root canal.

My dentist was going out of town in a couple of days and he wanted to fit me in as quickly as possible.  We went up to the front desk to set up a payment plan (dental crowns are expensive, you know) and while we were there the dental assistant told us that she could actually see me right now if I wanted and I'd be done in about two hours.  I did NOT want.  I didn't feel mentally prepared, I thought this was going to be a CONSULT.  Nope.  Master's eyes lit up and he told the nice lady behind the counter that I would love that.  (Love is a strong word!)

The woman went away to set up the room for the appointment, and Master and me were left alone for a minute.  I crumbled.  I BEGGED him to go home (a five minute drive, fifteen minute walk!) and get Cube Pig for me.

"Do you really need your pig Kitty?"

"YES!  Omg.  PLEASE.  Please?  PLEASEPLEASEpleasepleaseplease?!  I'll be the BEST kitty EVER!"

Master agreed to get my piggy since he had to run home and feed Samantha anyway.  He came back about fourty minutes later, and gave the receptionist Cube Pig to give to me.  The entire office thought he was adorable (the pig, not Master, though I think Master is adorable!), and no one made a big deal of the twenty-six year old who needed her pig to get through this.  Hell, when I had my wisdom teeth out, the dentist at the time lent me Molar Bear because Master got stuck in a storm with Biggle Piggle!

Whew.

I won't go into any gory details about the actual procedure, don't worry.  However, I will say that it was NO fun.  It was two hours long, and I can't tell you how many injections I had to have to stay numb enough (I can't have Novocaine, it gives me bad reactions).  There's a lot of work that goes into taking a tooth, emptying it, filling it with crap, and then taking a mold with it.  I survived though, and feeling slightly woozy, met Master in the office.

Master took one look at me, and offered to bring me home and do the errands himself.  I said that I was fine, and really wanted to go with him, so he let me.  Before we did anything we went home to feed Samantha and then Master took me out for an orange smoothis since I couldn't eat solids but was starving.

It Doesn't Look Like I'm Smiling, But I Just Still Couldn't Move Half Of My Mouth

The next stop was errands.  We spend about three hours running errands and I was exhausted when we got home.  I really wanted to make my newest recipe though, whole wheat cous cous with tomatoes, capers, oregano, and one more thing I can't think of right now.  It came out really well!

Tomato And Caper Cous Cous In The New Kitty Dish Master Gave Me! :)

It looks tasty, doesn't it?  I'm still kind of a cooking newb, but every time I cook something I get all proud of myself if it comes out well.  The sucky thing is, Master doesn't like most of the food I make, so my cooking goes largely unappreciated.  Don't go thinking I never cook him meat though, because I do!  It's just that, Master just wants meat, cheese, and no spices.  There's honestly not much you can do with that to be creative.  He also is not a huge fan of veggies, but he does like my lemony potatoes.  (They're potatoes though!  Of course he likes potatoes!).

Today, I'm trying to look on the bright side.  Things are looking up - my Mom is in great spirits, Samantha has gained a pound and is improving a lot (Though, I'm still waiting on test results as I write this!).  Master and me had a tough week last week, but things are getting better.  I'm spending the entire day working on cleaning the house and getting some cooking done ahead of time (some to freeze, and some for lunches, etc so we don't have to cook so much on hot days).  I feel very domestic.

I feel like I've had quite a few shitty days, and am just looking forward to a couple happy ones.  I think I'm due.

Anniversary Sappiness And Fucks

We had an amazing anniversary.  Master has half days all week, so to start things off he got home early.  When he got home, I asked him if he had seen the blog post I made.  (It posted at midnight!)  He said no, and he turned on his computer and looked.  While he was doing that, I was working on the dishes.  I looked up from the dishes as I heard him "Awwww" ing.

He was crying.

Those are "I Love You" tears. :)

He told me that the post was beautiful, and he was so happy.  I told him I was so happy too.  I ran over to him, and started taking pictures of his tears.  Hee hee. =)  He laughed.  We kissed and snuggled.  His back is really improving.  We ate lunch, and then Master had me set up the massage table.  He wanted me to set it to the highest settingso that he would not have to bend his back much if at all.  After that, he had me strip and get on the table.  Master and me have been unable to have sex since he hurt his back, two weeks ago.  Most days we weren't even able to do minor things or play at all.  We couldn't snuggle, and kisses were rare too, because it seemed like getting too close to him I'd be clumsy or something and hurt his back by accident. :(

He had me get on the table, and boy did I miss his touch.  He used the cane on me, put in my new metal gag, and even spanked and caned my tits.  It was amazing.  The massage table is not built to take much motion (but it is very sturdy in general, and can handle a lot of weight), so I was able to climb up on it while Master teased and tortured me, but it's not strong enough for him to climb up there with me and have sex.  No matter!

Love <3

Master had me jump off the table when I was getting really close to orgasm, and bent me over the table (my waist was too low, so it was mostly my upper body and arms) and proceeded to fuck me.  We were worried about the strain on the table initially, but this seemed to work out just fine.  The table did not so much as wobble.  Nice.

I will say that climbing up on the table while Master was just playing with me (before the fucking) was a bit scary.  I'm afraid of heights, and as it turned out kneeling up there was scary to me!  It felt like I was a hundred feet off the ground, as opposed to just three.  The fear didn't affect my cunt though (or, maybe it did, but in a good way!) and I came so hard around Master's cock.  He just looked at me afterwards and said "Thank God we're fluid bonded!"  HA!  Too cute. <3  He knows just the right things to say to a girl.

After that Master played video games for an hour while we were waiting for it to be time to go to the restaurant.  Unfortunately, about fourty minutes in, there was a knock at the door.  Thinking it was probably just another package for me (UPS or FedEx or somthing) I answered the door.  Turns out it was maintenance, and they had to come in to do fire alarm inspections.  If this happened yesterday, I think I would have gotten really angry and screamed.  Feeling a lot less stressed after a bit of a beating and one Hell of an orgasm, I just grinned and said "Hey, sure.  Can you hold on for just one moment?"

They agreed, and I threw a pillow over the Hitachi (which was on the floor in front of Master, so I can Masturbate in front of him while he is on the couch), ran into the bathrooms and put the dildos on the counter in the bathroom drawers, and ran right back to the front.  I let the maintenance people in, but while they were in each room looking at fire alarm things I noticed that both my anal dildo and strap on dildo were out, there was a blindfold hanging off the blender, and the bondage tape was out.  Oh, and did I mention the massage table was not only out, but had a blanket bondage taped to it?!  Yeah, the people who were doing the alarm testing laughed.

After that Master laid down for a bit and I played Dragon Age.  An hour after that we went out for dinner!  We have been having bad luck with Buca's, (kept getting cold leftover food!) so we decided to try Pasta Jay's.  We both love Italian, and with spaghetti being my favorite food it seemed like a fun choice.

*Sigh* Master took this pic. Do you think I had enough cleavage? :P

Master ordered me a margarita to start things off with, and also spaghetti with mushrooms in it.  I don't actually like margaritas.  The one they gave me was really strong, and I tried to drink it without making a face (I don't choose my own food when we're out, Master does) but I couldn't help it.  It totally burned going down.  Master felt bad that he forgot I don't like tequila, and he decided to drink it instead.  He ordered me a cosmo.  As it turns out, the cosmos at Pasta Jay's are made with tequila too, and I couldn't help making a face again (though I tried not to!).  Master wound up drinking that too.

Kitty Food

My appetite in general has been so-so over the last couple of weeks with all the stress, etc.  Yesterday, I had a good long cry and it really seemed to help.  I've been perking up and I think the sex today helped too.  Regardless, I seemed to have gotten my appetite back because I ate the whole bowl of spaghetti!  To put that into perspective, I'm the type of girl who normally eats about a quarter of what I'm given in restaurants and eat the rest all week long for lunches.  Master told me I was a "good kitty" for eating it all. :)

Master Food :)

Master got a meatball sub, and he didn't really like it.  Unfortunately, it was too spicy for him, and it had artichoke hearts and garlic pieces which he doesn't really like. :(   Poor Master.  Still, he said the meatballs were good at least.  We paid our bill, and then while we waited for the waitress  to come back we tried to take a few pictures of ourselves, one handed.  It's harder than it looks!  I got a couple of good ones though.

Kisseh Face
Pardon the MySpaceangle here. As I mentioned, I was takingthis pic one-handed. It's hard taking one handed pics. :)

We went home, and got in the hot tub.

I snapped this picture of Master's foot. <3 Seriously, this gets me wet every time I look at it. OM NOM NOM! I AM THE TOES MONSTER! <3

We snuggled, and held each other, and kissed, and talked to each other in there.  It was lovely.  After a bit, we went home and Master decided to practise fisting with me.  We decided to use the silicone lube this time, and it worked well.  I didn't manage to get his whole fist in (we still can't get past the knuckles) but we got further, and it was sooo fun being full of Master's fist.  I know we'll get there some day.

After that we spent some time relaxing together.  I really had a great day, and I feel so lucky and grateful to have met and found Master. <3

Chocolate Cock

I like chocolate, really I do.  It is strange though, that no one ever believes me.  I don't eat chocolate several times per day, or even once per day.  I tend to crave salty over sweet most of the time, but there are definitely times when I turn to chocolate.  I'm one of those girls who craves it heavily during her period.  I also crave it whenever I'm depressed or very stressed out.  I guess I am just lucky to not feel too stressed too often. :)   This past weekend I definitely was feeling stressed, and I decided to do something silly.  Make chocolate cocks.  Oh come on, you know you want to, too!  Here is my recipe:

1: First, you'll need a pecker ice mold.  The one I originally got from EdenFantasys has been discontinued!  Luckily though, they do carry another one.  Don't limit yourself to penises though!  You can usually get inexpensive and interesting ice cube molds at your local grocery store for less than $5.  I have a silicone puzzle piece mold, and a penguin one too.  Be creative.  Have fun!

Pecker Ice Tray! Look, it's even veiny. ;)

2:  Now, you'll need some chocolate chips.  I had a bunch of boring chocolate chips lying around, but you can use white chocolate chips too.  If you go into craft stores, they usually sell colored chocolates too.  You can get red, green, blue, purple, whatever color you like!  Who doesn't want some purple peckers?

3:  Next, measure out about one cup of chocolate chips.  Put them in a microwave safe container.  The one I am using is a Pyrex glass measuring cup.

Chocolate Chips in a pyrex measuring cup

3: Place the microwavable container in the microwave.  Microwave the chips for no longer than thirty seconds.  The chips will notbe melted  all the way.  They will probably look barely melted.  Take them out of the microwave, and stir them thoroughly.  Even if you don't see much melting going on yet, this is a necessary step to ensure the chocolate does not burn.  Continue placing the chocolate chips in the microwave and remove at thirty second intervals to stir thoroughly until the chips are completely melted.  This took me about two full minutes worth of microwave time.

During the melting process.

4:  When the chips are completely melted, it will look like this:

Completely melted through.

5:  Now, take the chocolate and slowly pour it into the molds.  This is the hardest part because the chocolate will be messy and will likely not want to do what you tell it to.

Cocks full of chocolate!

6:  Depending on your mold, you may have a little bit of chocolate left over.  I did.  You could just eat this, but I decided to make two chocolate penguins to go with my army of peckers. (See step 1.)

Ok, I only had enough chocolate for about one and 3/4 penguins. Who is going to know, though?

7:  Now, just place the trays in the freezer, and leave them there for two hours.  To get the chocolate peckers out of your tray, just gently wiggle the sides of the tray until the chocolate comes loose.  This is a bit tricky, because sometimes the penises will break no matter how careful you are.  That's OK.  You can just eat any broken pieces and no one in the wiser. ;)

Ok, I had a couple sad broken penises.

8:  The final product!  Enjoy!

The Final Product! :)

Optional (Master's version!):  You can add one peanut in each of the "ball sacs" of the penis before drizzling the chocolate over it.  This way, your cock has some real "nuts".  I didn't do that with mine, but if you like nuts, it could be a tasty option for you. :)

Have fun! <3

Domesti-kitty, Tape Gags, and Cereal

Spinach and Potato Soup with Potato "Crouton".

I don't get to make new recipes all the time, but yesterday I made one from my Veganomicon.  It was basically a potato and spinach soup with a potato crouton which was baked, and then lightly fried once I "battered" it with cornmeal.  I really liked it (which is good, because there are a ton of leftovers), unfortunately, though Master was eager to try it - it wasn't his thing.  He had peas, and the rest of the potato croutons.  He did like the croutons, at least.  We came to the conclusion, that I can make this for myself if I'd like, but I won't serve it to Master again.  It'll make good lunches for me, anyway. :)

In the same food vein, a few weeks ago Master let me pick out any one cereal that I wanted.  I don't eat cereal very often, but I do like it from time to time.  I picked out a box of Kix, and, being a silly kitty - this is what I did to the box once I got home.

"Kitty Tested, Master Approved!"

I was going to post a picture at the time, but I didn't for some reason.  I had cereal this morning, and I just couldn't resist.  :)

Last night Master and me realized that it had been over two years since I'd filled out a BDSM checklist.  For a while, we were doing them once every six months.  Feelings on activities change, and so do curiosities and interests.  For example, my last list had anal sex down as something I was not interested in!  Amazing how things change!  I did have anal plugs and toys down as things I liked, but it was just funny to me how anal sex was a "Don't want to do, but will if asked" thing.  Anyway, Master was filling in a list for himself, when he realized that he had not tried tape gags.  (Giving).  We're all out of regular tape, but he decided to tape gag my mouth with bondage tape.

Taped up and ready to fill out my list! <3

And there I was, tape-gagged and filling in my bondage checklist.  I had to smile to myself (though it is hard to see beneath the gag!).  I adore my life, and everything in it.  From the mundane, to the kinky.  Everything we do has an air of "fetish" in it.  Everything we do, Master puts a bit of "kink" into the mix.  It doesn't matter if I'm doing laundry with a clit clamp bell, or making dinner while chained to the stove.  I just adore being owned.  Being loved.  Belonging. <3

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