Hits: 3 Saturday morning I woke up for Infusion and I was a lot more exhausted than usual. I’m normally pretty good about getting going on time and getting out the door, but this time I got out the door nearly a half hour late! Not my finest moment. To my credit, I managed to […]
Read MoreHits: 2 I’ve done wax play before, more than a few times. This time was pretty neat though because we used a black candle. I’ve never had black wax dripped on me before. I hear that different colors burn differently, but I’ve never really found that to be true. Or, if it is true, […]
Read MoreHits: 1Considering that Master prefers me to be still, you would think that we had done this before, but we hadn’t. Yesterday Master and me were playing with the violet wand. As much as I enjoy electric play, I think that this is one area that I need more work on. I do sometimes still […]
Read MoreHits: 2The thing about me is that, I never have the “right” symptoms for anything. I had figured this was due to Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome at first, but I am starting to think that masochism has something to do with it. For example, when I recently had a sinus infection, it was sort of something I […]
Read MoreHits: 4 I’ve read a lot of articles lately on chronic pain and masochism, and honestly, I find that none of them ring true for me, in my situation. While they do provide an interesting point of view, and an explanation that I understand, they do not express my relationship with chronic pain and masochism, […]
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