I'm excited, scared, thrilled, and full of many emotions I didn't know existed, or how to describe them. It's been a long time since I've been under consideration, and I am all jittery, and nervous. But so so pleased as well. A couple of days ago, I noticed that Faydreh had changed her Fetlife status to "Considering Red_Vinyl_Kitty". I know my heart skipped a couple of beats - and it still does now and then when I think about it.
As many of you will know, I've been on the search for my other third. I'll be honest and say that I haven't looked very hard though. It seems that when the right person is going to come around, they do. I've been very lucky in my life to have found Master. That happened sort of by accident, as did finding Faydreh.
Faydreh and Master have been talking for a long time. Master has even been mentoring her. We all started flirting heavily a couple of months ago, and it seems that we all want very close to the same thing. When I talk with Faydreh, I know I do not need to censor myself. Even with people I've known a while, sometimes I still have a block about certain things I say. I'm not talking about sexy things. I just mean things that I have a real opinion about. It's wonderful to never fear that even if I have a different opinion than her, I'll be judged.
She is absolutely gorgeous, inside an out. She's incredibly loving and supportive, and brave and strong. Master, me, and Faydreh all get along in many ways, both inside and outside of the bedroom. Her laugh makes me melt. I can't wait to see her smile in person, worship at her feet, or even simple things like holding her hand. I adore her lovely switchy self, and I long to serve both beside and beneathe her.
Am I worried that I met her online? No. I met Master online, and look how wonderfully that has turned out. Is she my other third? I have no idea. I'm cautiously optimistic that she is, but at the same time - I never count my chickens before they hatch. Not that she's a chicken. I've mentioned already that she flusters me a bit yes? Only because I hope I don't do anything silly to push her away.
For now, we have plans to hopefully meet in person in the next couple of months. It's going to take some in-person time to decide if we're all right for each other, certainly. But, I cannot help the excitement in my heart, or the buzzing on my lips.
<3
Awwwwwwwww! I very much DO love this blog post. <3 It would take an awful lot of behavior from you that is the complete opposite of anything I've ever seen from you, to push me away sweetness. I think of you and Master Pravus through out the day, every day. I look forward to when I hear from you, I think of the happiness I would exude just doing daily chores with you, eating together, playing games, and just generally living. Not to say that I don't contemplate the wicked thoughts, wicked words, and wicked deeds that He and I would get up to with you either..
As an aside, if I do get the job at the bank it likely would not be January that I would be able to visit
They apparently have to do a lot of work that month, so it would be February. I was cracking up while eating dinner tonight, comparing how different it would have been if I'd been at a table with you two instead of my parents..
Also I should have 2 professional and 1 semi-professional reference, so I should be fine in regards to that. Much love and naughtiness kitty cat
<3 Fay
HUGS @Faydreh
Well, what's one more month. Besides, February would probably be less busy at the airport. 
I hope you get that job! <3
Yup, nothing wrong with haveing met others online, I met my Wolf online, and it was how we regularly comunicated for a long time before i was able to actully move in with him.
I talk and chat with many special person online, some i wana meet in person, some i wana hang out with, some i wana ( well you know ) with, hehe, and some i just talk with as it brings brightness to my day.
Lovely post,
Fyre
@Fyremane Foxx Long live meeting people from teh interwebs.
*Fingers crossed for the 3 of you*
Congrats
She sounds lovely. Does the name Faydreh rhyme with Faete?
Thank you!
Hmm, maybe a half-rhyme? It's pronounced like this: "Fay-druh"
Oooooooh! So exciting! I hope it all goes well when you meet, I can't think why it wouldn't, she seems adorable
just like you!