“Stop saying that.” “Why? It’s hilarious?” “Also, why do you have chest pain?” “See, now you’re asking the real questions.” “…” “The tube moved more. I’m about 99.9% sure it’s that because it’s a gj-tube, and the instructions say if your breathing becomes impaired to call your doctor.” “Ah. Yeah. No other weird symptoms. Nothing […]
Read More“How did your day go?” he asked me. “I. I spent it crying mostly.” 0.0 “Why?! I know you’re overwhelmed, but why?” “You know I’m overwhelmed…?” “It’s obvious.” “…..” “Your hip still sucks. You just figured out how to barely deal with your feeding tube still keeping you sick, and then you did something to […]
Read MoreI’m in a holding pattern. I feel terrible so I’m not trying too hard. I guess this is probably one of those times in the book where Sam tells Frodo to just pick up his feet and keep putting it in front of the other, rather than one of those times when Frodo felt compelled […]
Read MoreI did a little better this week than last week, but it was kind of by accident. I’m feeling so terrible lately that the only steps that are happening are incidental ones honestly. I’m not really pushing that hard lately at anything in particular. I was feeling horrendously ill, then it passed and my feeding […]
Read MoreI had feeding tube trouble making everything hard last week, and then this week I was sick with a fever that lead to me being stuck downstairs on the couch. I couldn’t get my steps any days and I’m honestly lucky I managed to get this amount of steps at all. Awful. Bleh. Next week […]
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