I was working on my end of the year blog, which is due out in a couple of weeks. It’s a long post in which I highlight what happened that year and link to the blog posts of each month highlighting what’s going on, etc. Here’s last year for an example. It’s a lot of […]
Read MoreI’m having a hard time getting into a forwards direction. It’s like. I know how to get forwards, and these things keep going wrong on my way to forwards. And while my abdomen is kind of a mess, my chest really never is. My port rarely acts up in a significant way. I don’t have […]
Read MoreNot as good as last week, but here I am still pushing through as best as I can. Master Pravus sometimes chuckling and cheering “You can do it, Kitty!” when he sees me doing my little laps around the center of the house. “It’s not that much further.” Nope, not really. It’s only forever, not […]
Read MoreEvery young goth must at some time face the pivotal moment where they come to reach the fullness of their goth state. Their goth “card” removed, it is returned only with the official stamp of “Elder” above their name and date of birth. Many of us don’t feel it closing in upon us, or if […]
Read MoreFlashback to when I was first in a training collar. I had come out of a tubbie, and Master Pravus had laid out an outfit on the bed for me to wear. I don’t recall the entire outfit he had chosen for me anymore. It was a long time ago, but I remember parts of […]
Read More*Feeding tube has been… Choleric. It’s been beeping every night or so just waking me up out of a nice relaxing sleep. It’s still running right now, but every time it wakes me up, I have trouble getting back to sleep of course. I’ve had problems with insomnia for as far back as I can […]
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